no imitations

stupid post.

2007-11-11T18:03:00.000-08:00

Sigh, seen my friend's dad dying from cancer yesterday. Makes me think twice about life.
We take life for granted, most of the time. So many people suffering, and we think we, under the shelter of our homes are the ones who are really suffering. I am guilty of that you know. We go through live, not thinking of how other people are suffering, but when you see a person who is really suffering, reality hits you straight in the nuts.
This is the time of our lifes where reality really sets in (thats what i feel), the real meaing of life comes in, we are no more breast fed by our moms, now we got to pick up the spoon. Now you see deaths, you see suffering, and other bad stuff. It wont go away, chances are its gona be our turn one day and other people would be seeing us. This sucks right? but thats the rules of life, you live you die... its only the matter of how you die or what crimes you comit.

Sometimes i feel that scucide is nessesary, something like euthanasia.
When life is really bitching and theres really no way out, then by all means.
But before you take the plunge... keep in mind that others are suffering, give them your $$ 1st.
But, dont be a fking emo kid and keep sliting your wrist or scream MCR rocks when you jump! I'll shoot you before you land on the tracks! Stupid emo fags, so what if and emo boy breaks up with his boyfriend!? ...Get a dam girlfriend!

Please Pray for my friend's dad who passed on last night, he was in the finial stage of cancer.

*moment of scilence*

i just remembered my pass haha

2007-10-25T19:45:00.000-07:00

Tonight at 8pm, Megadeth shall invade fort canning!
and i'll be there!
hope i get something, at least a signature on my United Abominations album i hope!

im sure lucky i aint going for an emo concert! agarrr! i just hate new rock bands, those like click 5 mcr... along that line..
man, remember in the 90s? everyone was crazy about pop and there were pop boy bands.. these new bands are like trying to imiate those boy bands... gaahhhh

Im kinda into Judas Priest and Megadeth now, both different genres but appeal to me.
i love trash, power, heavy and progressive metal.

nu metal isnt metal... its its nonsence! arghh! hip hop or rap should not be mixed with metal! arghhh!!! i hate you nu metal bands!!

whahahaha

2007-08-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

crap day again...

after sch went to orchard with liang cus he said he was bored and had to kill 3 hours before jaming with his new band.

went to eat this

blueberry, 1.20 dollars! zzzz the other day justina bought at the shop at PS was cheaper i guess.

but before that! i went to check out innoki. he told me my cd would come only next week because they had to remake everything again! hahaha cool man! cant wait. but itchy handed me bought this album 1st.

soooo FFFing good! BUT IM STILL NOT A FAN OF MUSTAINE!!!! I hope ill nvr be! GGRRRRR!

click clickety click click

2007-08-10T18:52:00.000-07:00

alright ima gona blog about yesterday! 10 august!

well i had to lug my lazy ass to school while other people enjoy the holiday after national day, feeling dam piss i tapped my ezlink card on the reader... *peep* $2.50 left! OMG i just topped 5 bucks up a day ago! Dam... so fast suck my 2.50 :(

reached school... ate the same old think... nasi lamak with tonns of chilli... okay its dam oily and i can see my good old spare tire inflating. *DOH*

after meeting alex, we lurched up to the lockers then to class.
during class, the teacher gave us some work to do... dam difficult...
i kept asking for her help but she say must do it by ourselfs... GOD! asking her for help was like asking Rain to fall in the desert or a plant to grow from a pile of dung! dam angry... i only manage to draw a cirle -.-

Sam called me to watch rush hour 3 with him and someother people. the movie felt kinda... rushed into finishing. but hell i would rate it 3/5 stars haha. dam tired when we were going home, sigh... im getting old... my internal clock is cocked up. 9pm and im like a zombie... WHAOA!

How I Felt For This Day?
BLOODY PISSED

Lets relax with some soothing music (:

sian la...

2007-07-11T04:38:00.000-07:00

everyday i keep having this one way conversation, i keep talking but he doesnt reply me, i dont even get a hint! Sometimes i think he is just doesnt know what he is doing.... sigh... i should not be even doubting him man...

*deleted, i should not lie*

grrrr...... i sat in the bloody chair the whole day trying to pick up just one tiny bit of info the teacher was trying to convey to us. but i could not, yesterday i told the teacher i cannot understand, he just told me he will give more tutorals... wtf is that... ok back to story.

I doubt he rmb about any stupid tutorials he was suppose to give today.... pharque la.... *deleted, to vulgar*

Seen the issuse about global warming,,.... zzz i keep thinking of the lyrics from the CD markus gave me for my birthday present: Scorpions Humanity, the song's tittle is ,Hour 1, the part i keep thinknng off is: The human nature is the reason for our downfall.

its playing over and over in my mind.
Dam la.... sighs....

.

2007-07-06T15:53:00.000-07:00

Why is everything that is happening to me, is always not in my favour?
sigh, im doing things wrongly i guess....

no one wants to enlighten me.......

being forsaken feels like this.....

no need to explane today

2007-07-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

A soldier came to a fork in the road and saw a nun standing there. Out of breath he asked, "Please Sister, may I hide under your skirts for a few minutes. I'll explain WHY later."

The nun agreed.

A moment later two Military Police came running along and asked, "Sister, have you seen a soldier running by here?"

The nun replied, "He went that way."

After the MP's disappeared, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and said, "I can't thank you enough Sister, but you see -- I don't want to go toIraq ."

The nun said, "I think I can fully understand your fear."

The soldier added, "I hope you don't think me rude or impertinent, but you have a great pair of legs!"

The nun replied, "If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen a great pair of balls... I don't want to go to
Iraq either."

impulsive behavior

2007-07-04T01:53:00.000-07:00

i came to realize my impulsive behavior a long time ago...

so impulsive that i dont know what im doing, i just do thing that is not sopose to be done, maybe im new to it but i should not be so "aggressive" impulsively.

if something ive done or said that was wrong, i am truely sorry.

argh too short? dam la... i cant think straight on an empty stomach.... zzz
im afraid of drinking packet milo...

Torque Supercars Showcase 2007

2007-05-26T14:31:00.000-07:00

Mclaren F1 *With High Down Force Kit

Lamborghini Murcielago LP640

Ford GT

alright, time for bed, its 5am.... 6am... will post more later...

13th May

2007-05-14T03:41:00.000-07:00

Glory Glory Man United!

Sat and Sun

2007-05-13T03:22:00.000-07:00

Sat
----

Usual crap in the morning, wake up rot rot rot till 3pm then went out to meet e old 4t1 for Spiderman! All met at chitie hall mrt then go Mernia to buy tix.

After we bought tix, got heck alot of time to play pool haha, 9 bucks an hour. what a killer. Nvr won any game... wait i won one...!

This is my fave part:
After pool we were hungry and decided to eat at KFC (i wonder who gave the idea). After settling down on one of the tables. I went to order. Colin full throttle in front of me. while waiting for him, i had a funny tingle-ling feeling to turn behind (maybe it was my Spydie Cents), i turn back and saw Clara. *She got nice hair*

haha was so hungry that i went back to the table and gobbled up 2 pieces of chicken. then nickey came, as usual make fun of him. haha then said our fairwells to clara and we moved on to buy colin's hat.

well sorry colin to say that your hat looked gay, told you to get the smaller one XD

*After the movie*

Haha ive fallen with Venom! hes so CUTE!!! aww man i love him! when he opens his mouth and bares his teeth he looks funny but when he closes his mouth he still smiles HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA! His side profile looked like joker, dont know why.

kk then went homee, went only, wao! saw Audrey online, haha havent chatted with her for along time! Hope to see her soon!

Sun
----

Church-Legion of Mary-Play Pool-Play Lan and im back here.

lol

Another day in paradise

2007-05-08T04:43:00.000-07:00

School started at 8am today, well usually bull from mok.

then it was off to queensway! with kevin and alex.

walked aroudn then walk to some other shopping complex beside QW shopping center. lex wanted KAFFCEE but the que was a killer! so we wnt to 7-11 where he go his pizza and i bought a caarton of apple juce.

then walked into bloomington! the casher was 9/10!! wao!! gona get sometime for mothers day, decides to go back tmr.

then we went to ikia for fun, saw this small and cosy display set of a living room. Sat on the drowning sofa and nearly fell a sleep! haha, dam comiftable! if i had $$ i would turn my room into that display set XD

then took a bus back to sch and the nonsence started again.

tmr is joyce's birthday, and i dont give a dam, what the hell should i care for a "friend" who acts like... nvm wont waste energy typing this. all i can say is, i treat people like gold and end up being treated like GLASS.

whatever....

People just dont take me seriously...do they?

2007-05-07T02:13:00.000-07:00

I admit I am an introvert, or perphaps I was... I don't know, haven't met any new people to confirm that.

-cut the crap-
its like, im there temporary only, ones they had their laughs, i go in the bin.

What have I done wrong? People seem to treat me as non - existant...

[Murphy's Law]

2007-05-06T03:22:00.000-07:00

ANYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG, WILL GO WRONG

Anything good in life is either illegal, immoral, or fattening.

If everything seems to be going well, you obviously don't know what the hell is going on.

Friends come and go, but enemies accumulate.

A short cut is the longest distance between two points.

Murphy's Golden Rule: Whoever has the gold makes the rules.

The race is not always to the swift nor the battle to the strong, but that's the way to bet.

It is morally wrong to allow suckers to keep their money.

In order to get a loan, you must first prove that you don't need it.

You will always find something in the last place you look.

No matter how long or how hard you shop for an item, after you've bought it, it will be on sale somewhere cheaper.

The other line always moves faster.

Anything you try to fix will take longer and cost you more than you thought.

If you fool around with a thing for very long you will screw it up.

If it jams - force it. If it breaks, it needed replacing anyway.

When a broken appliance is demonstrated for the repairman, it will work perfectly.

Build a system that even a fool can use, and only a fool will use it.

Everyone has a scheme for getting rich that will not work.

In any hierarchy, each individual rises to his own level of incompetence, and then remains there.

There's never time to do it right, but there's always time to do it over.

When in doubt, mumble. When in trouble, delegate.

Nature always sides with the hidden flaw.

A Smith & Wesson beats four aces.

In case of doubt, make it sound convincing.

Never argue with a fool, people might not know the difference.

MURPHY WAS AN OPTIMIST.

Thanks to Clara for sharing!

Boring Saterday....

2007-04-20T21:19:00.000-07:00

Ended coming up with my Dream Team! haha.
Buffon is a excellent keeper, loved him int he 06 WC.

GK- Buffon

RB: A.Cole
LCB: Nesta
RCB: J.Terry
LB: Evra

RM: C.Ronaldo
RCM: A. Pirlo
LCM: Ronaldinho
LM: F.Ljungberg

RS: W.Rooney
LS: T.Henry

Captain: J.Terry

Formation: 4-4-2

Subs: R.Ferdinand,G.Heinze,A.Shevchenko,Rud Van Nistelrooy,S.Gerrard,X.Alonso, P.Cech.

Manager: Sir Alex Ferguson

It would look smth like this =)

please comment, thanks!

another day

2007-04-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

Well... woke up at like 7am, and thought sch starts at 9.
so i play comp, usual stuff, sgforums....
then left at like 8.15.

actually class starts at like 8! haha idk which time table to follow so just follow last term one haha so 9.

i was 1.5 hours late for class haha, strolled in to class with sandwich in one hand and milo peng in the other.

took my seat at the end of the class and asked lionel what teacher teaching.... guess what he told me, haha teacher nvr teach any thing for the period i wasnt in class... wtf man.

hoho then some more jo... mambo jambo... and crap.

jen and kev no come, lucky got liang to hang out with, damit or i would have rotted into my psp man....

hoho now got new bus/mrt route! just found out hehe, now coming home will nvr bee the same!

hmmm... what els.... nothing lur. ttyl.

-.-

2007-04-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

What I've Done- Linkin Park

Dam meaning ful.... damit...

dam boring day again, go sch nvr learn shit....
this is getting to gay...
today jocye face black like charcold man... found a good friend in kevin! _\m/

now got new sch clique... me jen kev alex :D

My Life Was A Sin, Since It Started

2007-04-17T05:26:00.000-07:00

Crowd chanting: Ronaldo makes England look shite.

Today, sigh, went to school... yea 2nday.
basket crazy time table man! 6pm sch end!
but guess what, mok said he too tired to teach so.... class CANCELED!

erm

2007-04-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

From alien's blog.

1.Are u photogenic?
No, i look like a prick in photos.

2.What time do you go to bed?
9pm if got soccer match then 3am.

3.What was the last thing you did before this?
SGF

4.Who's the one you always meet the most?
My psp. im a loner.

5.Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
erm.... gary or kw =)

6.What's on your mind right now?
Load pistor, put in mouth, pull trigger.

7.What do you prefer? American idol/ Malaysian idol?
i dont want

8.With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
U can have fun with any nice person... if they are nice.

9.What movie do you wanna watch now?
What movie do you wana watch now!?

10.When was the last time you went out?
Just now.. Do a favor for the mob.

11.What do you hate the most for now?
life

12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
PSP or Soccer.

13.Colors that make you happy?
Geotamonic Peonteifra. (Ok there is no such color. I hate this kinda stupid f*cked up questions.

14.Most fave thing in your room?
PSP

15.Miss someone?
Yes.

16.Plan to buy something?
Yes. A Pistol and some rounds.

17.Are you satisfied with your life now?
No.

18.Do you like seafood?
NO?

19.Breakfast or dinner?
Can u get more creative and ask better questions, u lame ass f****r.. :/

20.Like chocolates?
WTF. Whoever designed this is a gal.

21.Do you have a laptop?
Oh, how creative. Yes I have one. Wow rite?

22.Whats your favorite food from fast food?
KFC chicken wings

23.Cats or dogs?
PSP

24.Salty or sweet?
Bitter

25.City or country?
Alrite, better, country please.

26.Is kissing normal for your age?
Yeah why cannot....

27.Are you athletic?
No, im crippled.

28.Favorite bands for now?
AC/DC Metallica

29.Do you have your own cell phone?
Why? Wana call me for what?

30.What do you wear to bed?
What the heck do you intend to do with that piece of information?

31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
ok, you r definitely an american.

32.Coke or pepsi?
Watermelon juce

33.Sugar or spice?
Doh!

34.Can you use chopsticks?
yes....

35.Do you care about getting good grades?
NO.

36.Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
no....yes...

37.Get a job or ask your parents for money?
Both?

38.Is your mom strict?
semi strict

39.Do your parents give you enough privacy?
no

40.Do your parents trust you?
i dont trust them

41.Would you ever wanna lose your best friend(s)?
NEVER EVER! I'll skin the person who steals him/her.

42.Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves?
Depends

43.Do you make friends quickly?
No, im slow.

44.Do you tell your mom everything?
no

45.What do you & your parents fight about most?
dunnoe....

46.If you love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do to her/him?
well... what can i do... just tahan the pain lorh.

47.Can you sing or rap?
no. i go out of tune

48.If you have one wish, who would u make ur wife/husband for life?
ill keep this wild card for awhile *hehehe*

49.What do you think about this survey?
what do you think of me?

50.Would you do another survey such as this?
yes. i got plenty of time to kill.

LOL

2007-04-07T10:21:00.000-07:00

Lesson One
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing
nothing.

A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him,
"Can I also sit like you and do nothing?"
The eagle answered: "Sure, why not."

So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle
and rested.
All of a sudden, a fox appeared,
jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Management Lesson - To be sitting and doing
nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson Two
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
"I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed
the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my
droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with
nutrients."

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found
it actually gave him enough strength to reach the
lowest branch
of the tree. The next day, after
eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly
perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly
spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Management Lesson - Bull &@%^ might get you to
the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson Three
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was
so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground into a
large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by
and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung,
he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was
actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm
and
happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to
investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered
the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug
him out and ate him.

Management Lesson -
(1) Not everyone who shyts on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shyt is your
friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shyt, it's best to keep
your mouth shut!
---------------------------------------------------------------
John was at the zoo and stop by at the gorilla enclosure. He decided to catch the gorilla's attention and started waving at it.

Upon seeing this, the gorillas became mad and threw rocks at him.

John was frustrated and asked the zookeeper what is going on?

The zookeeper explained that to the gorillas, waving means saying they are stupid and told John to beat his fists against his chest and shouting out loud as a form of greeting.

John did as what the zookeeper said and beat his fists against his chest and shouted out loudly in front of the gorillas.

John stopped and wanted to see the gorillas' reaction. The gorillas all started waving at him.

*waves*

Depressed?

2007-04-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

If i was to die
If i was to cry
If i was to sigh
You wouldn't care

If I was in a room with 2 ware wolfs and you, with a pistol with 2 silver bullets. I would empty the pistol into my head.

*2 Goldfishes were in a Tank, one said to the other: How the F*** do you drive this?* XD

I'll spend my entire day geting ready trying to make myself look beutiful so that you'll fall in love with me but im not surprised when you don't.

My life is just a black abyss,
you know, it's so dark.
And it's suffocating me.
Grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip,
tighter than a pair of
my little sister's jeans...
which look great on me by the way.

*whatever....*

Am I Growing Insane?

2007-02-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

The frayed ends of sanity...

The thorns that rip through the joy of being loved...

How can i stop this bullet from ripping through my dainty heart?

Its like im lying on this callous bed of blades, feeling the tender cold of each and every blade..

Loneliness is staring at me, like dark spots in a room...

I can smell your perfume, as if you were breathing down my neck...

Every time you come to my mind, hate coses though each and every vein...

Sad But True, Nothing Els Matters as I Fade To Black...

You are the Master of Puppets, the Harvester of Sorrow...

Me being emo, with some songs by Metallica.
dont worry im not emo.

New shoes brought me good luck!

2007-01-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

15th Dec 2006

2006-12-15T18:29:00.000-08:00

Well, woke up as usual, got on the comp till... 5pm then went out to meet Wei qin,ben,shan,marcus and terance! We ate dnr at somewhere next to cine, then went to starbuckes to relax. We saw melody chan, that actress from kids central! Haha, then we walked to Meridian to play pool at Monster Cue.

When we reached there, there was no table so we had to put our names in the waiting list, when we got our table, Number 1 of course. Ben vs me 1st, muwahaha I improved with 3 balls left on the table when he won me! The last time we played was like 5 balls left on the table! I lost to Terance! Won marcus just because he hit the black ball in! woot! haha

Then we had tau huay at rochor road i think, its very near little india mrt! it was ok la, terance brought 2 of his friends jerrmey and milly! haha we ate till like 1.30 am, reached come at ard 1.45. After my bath, got on the comp, went to fishingkaki.com look for some ppl's Crs, then go msn...

13 Dec 2006

2006-12-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

Well, woke up, got on the comp, then the xbox 360. Played PGR3, samething, tried to drift all the way from the 1st to 2nd cornner on Las Vagas Strip with a F430, almost, but tail keep cliping the 2nd cornner.

Clara, told me that she and wei qin finish their sch talk early so meet them along with ben terance and Marcus at some food court, some where....

Then we slacked for like 30 min at mos burger, drank a whole milk shake in 10 min, 2 brain freezes.

After they went back from work, Clara,Wei Qin and I went Christmas shopping! But 1st we went to check out Herene's converse shop!! haha, all 3 of us gona get a new pair of converse SOOOOOON! Then we walk all the way to PS, at ps we bought Ben and WQ's prez, only that WQ did not know it was for her!Then we went up to where the blumington used to be, i got prez for sam justina lucas, mom and dad..hahahahahhaha!! we then walked back heading towards herene again, we stopped at TCC, had a slice of cake and some drinks. Then we headed to get Marcus,terrance and colin's prez. on the way, we got marcus' prez. then we walked to Far east, for like 1 hr we were there looking for colin and terance's prez but only manage to find terr's.

Then WQ left us in search of her sick boy friend, we said our good byes and then me and clara went on a quest to find food and colin's present!!!! (and her present) As we walked out of Far East... WE SAW A NEW WHITE IN COLOR LAMBORGINI GALLARDO!!! It belonged to a doc at SGH as there was a sticker on the windscreen, got some photos... will put up later!

We went taka to look ard for food but ended up we found colin's prez!!! haha the most expensive of all!! k then me and clara went to Cini! haha to eat the jap food, where the old nokia shop used to be... we walked ard cini but then i decided to bring her to herene to buy her prez!! it was an Igor from wennie the pooh!! ahahahaha!! its now her stonning buddy when im not ard!!

Went home and wrap some prez, some cannot wrap one haha!!

Heres the photos of the White Gallardo Clara And I Spotted!

Blog overhauling done

2006-12-11T05:20:00.000-08:00

Count down to Christmas: 14 Days

Today, woke up in the morning, with nothing to worry about haha! no more black faces to face, you know right, some people have the perpetual expression of having burnt cakes in their oven!

I miss-calculated the time and reached somerset 45min early!
Waited for Clara,Wei qin,ben,marcus and terrance! while waiting, i saw a Masarati 3200 zoom pass me! the engine note was music to my ears!

Went to lunch with all the Jie Jie and Kor Kors at cini basement, then went looking for cars and window shopping all over town... alone.

Asked BB to help me over haul my blog, had dinner and now im here.... Lets call it a day...

11 December 2006